Talking Cure

Now that I’m seeing a proper therapist, I have the opportunity to talk about the things which tax my soul. She is the only person I can really talk to, and it’s much harder than I thought it would be. I have very few friends in real life that I’m even slightly open about with […]

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I am nobody.

I no longer know who I am. This, of course, assumes I ever did. I exist, and I know I am a real person, just barely. But that’s about it. I have always had trouble with the question of “Who Am I?” I have no true ethnic or cultural identity, being adopted. I don’t know […]

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What I owe.

In roughly two and a half years of a downward spiral, I managed to dig myself deeply into debt. In 2014, after buying my apartment, I had clear credit cards (better for mortgage interest rates) and not surprisingly, a fairly empty bank account. It was fine, though, because I had saved up for one big […]

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My Goals

1. Making Room to Breathe.  I need to have less things around me. I need to downsize and declutter. I need to get myself out of debt. I need to stop letting stupid shit overwhelm me.   2. Finding Myself. I’ve been in an existential crisis for, oh, 35 years.  The last few have been […]

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